Manual on the Effects of Alcohol-Tainted Love on Children

Tomb of Tears Traveling Time

Friday vortex right on time
2am smell of sweet perfume whispers dreams away
Platinum curls nudge doll eyes wide, small bones nestled in sugared cherry fields lament this offending intrusion
But even a silky cocoon can’t withstand a wormwood stars bitter ocean…
She turns those lush-lashed cat eyes onto squirming seraphs; Eyes that have eroded into a florescent, olive-tinted hallway leading to a noxious neverland
Toads house fallen into ill repute; Green Hour bewitching
Where he falls into a taste of his lost mind
Hush
Don’t stray from the path my love, stay safe, my love
Path? Safe is always doled out in rations behind overgrown hedges dotting this maze
This crashing aftermath makes no distinctions –
The yellow brick road is bleeding red left and right of the fork
And those warm, soft fingers stroking lamb dreams awake…
To try and quiet her pandemonium –
Smother the inebriated love that has led to this empty bed
Bring the wind to dry his thirst…
She gathers tender years into the fiendish minutes, sutures their tears with frayed laces
Shakespeares’ foul pen dismembering innocence –
Condemning innocents…
It’s cold in this rat-hole town
Where windows are floors that are doors in the ground
Where silence is screaming
That the moon is gleaning, from piled up bones, bitter wreathes, bloodless stones –
That drunken schematics and rage skews loves meaning
Slippery tracks down barren alleyways
Four caterpillars tossed in the throes, turning grey
She drives into the blue, then steps into the haze
Rusty metal doors swallowing her light
It’s going to be a typical early, late, late night –
Pulling on his shadow while it puts up a fight
Back in the house of harm; Glass, wood and plaster all collide
Wincing and cringing
Feels like bad things are winning
Terror-eyes wishes the night
Would wrap itself up into the light
Funny, little one never thought to tell someone
It was just life; It unfolded with no rational premise on its breath
She did tell herself not to feel different, but talons clutch like hawk onto fish
Sometimes that’s just the way it is
It’s a shame that childhood abandons some children
Duck, duck, goose… Uh oh, you lose…
Cuts the light from their innocence with rusted scissors
Lobotomizes their angelic eyes
Whispers cruelties in their tiny ears
Wide-eyed terror peering through cracked bedroom door until –
Running toward the hem of a rustling skirt, tiny creatures try to catch loves falling petals before they’re trampled
Fruitless burden, looking up at the face of love gone impossible
Duck, duck, goose… Uh oh, you lose…
Rage so red that it’s trying to murder itself
Rage so ancient, a fifth of holy water won’t excise infinities putrid webworms, digging deep, binding, keep…
The burning never stops, because the tormented flees the torment by ushering in torment… liquid so bitter that it’s sweet…
So the circle rings the sun, which sets the world on fire, leaves charred, cracked ruins –
Burnt tears meted by an itchy, trembling hand, holding its everlasting flower; Its absinthe angel with greedy eyes
2am… she’s gone now, and to this day, in morbid dream or wide awake; His drunken spark sets flame…
No tiny creature should ever have to try to catch loves falling petals…

Amaranth

Rearview Retrospect, Rearrange, Reassemble, Redirect

I was an island
You were the sea
A torrent, a torment crashing into me
Moon made at midnight but our mystical explosion had no shadow in the searing sun –
Obscure… Obscure! No morphine, no cure!
Just a vague murmur in the wind; Hush, hush –
Hushed… like that blue betta on the floor,
Your secret doll; I sew my lips shut after I gorge myself on emptiness
Your mouth hot on mine, devouring, you lick my blood from your lips –
I’m a fatality, a vacant madness like your faraway eyes –
Those eyes that never look at me ferociously
Speaking without words, like exquisite crashing stars, soul into soul, undeniably
The – Most – Sweet – Est – Pain…
A love letter gaze, embers bursting into a sultry wildfire, scorching the page…
Poetry in cursive wind-caught pieces like fireflies in the air
Instead of blurry passages –
Love unwritten by your hand, hopeless devastation penned… in… intangible form
Sliding through my slippery, betrayal-drenched fingers –
As if my love was an insult
An appalling violence that must be silenced; You bled dry its sacredness into your silver cup
Amnesia dripping sweet between your lips
I exhaled my pain to the world but she threw my burden back at me
Citing irreconcilable fixations; razorblades and pulsing veins
I do well at choosing vacant eyes –
I do well at sacrifice, lift my wrists up to your blade, and you, no different –
Kissed her lips after kissing mine…
Tracked my pain across the bedroom floor; Prowling after a 9 pill high
Your rapid, brutal migration from all that we were
A spiraling reflection of our tearing shadows
Regret is a ghost; I hope it haunts your mind; Rubs you raw right to the bone
Seduces you into its bed, then kisses my name against your neck all night long
Moon falling sucks the stars from our night eyes –
Perforated pupils punched out like pretty paper dolls
Love riddled with abrasions; Put your savage soul back in its cage –
I’m handing you my last breath; I’ve heard that dyings all the rage
This feral web ruthlessly binds, this rusted blade won’t even slice my skin!
Death can be deadly, but beautiful; You did a thorough job on my dismemberment
Come kiss my scathing scars, while the shade of death wraps me like lace
I have no name, I never did; just two eyes without a face
Finish what you started; You know what comes next
The windows broken to my soul anyway…
I’ll never be your amaranth
I was an island
You were the sea
A torrent, a torment crashing into me
Smothered flame, bludgeoned love, wasted blood…
Blistered dreams, incinerated trust, fractured soul…
Cold steel blade plunging deep, behind a lovers silky smile…

Betrayal a callous place no mortal being should ever go

*Amaranth: purple imaginary flower that supposedly never fades.

Sorrow Crept

Lambent Lavender Lotus Lolling

There was a moment
When Sorrow crept down
Raw, deep, unkempt and unbound –
Upon your snow white linen skin to wrap her arms around
To provoke from cold, to warm, to singe –
Her purr like a liquor do-me right now, then… let me do you in…
She rained on you in a torrent
As you prayed you would be drowned
Fascinating pain, minus the superficial sound
Soft silken gestures seducing tolerance; Unbound
Fetish murmurs kissed your sins
While your pores drank her in
Down on your knees
You murmured… lover
She, who was unlike no other
Pearl-weathered wings, so soft, to smother
She, such desolation could reveal –
Each minuscule, aching, soulful seal
Your seraphic face turned upward
A dreamy offered being…
Eyes open but not seeing…
Losing control is freeing…
Such a lovely affliction that you could never spurn
Sorrow – your addiction – even as you burn
So pure and true
Your obsession with her haunting
Every scar you’re flaunting
While she keeps on taunting –
On your way to ruin
You still spin, then swoon…
There was a moment
When Sorrow crept down
Raw, deep, unkempt and unbound –
Upon your snow white linen skin as you knelt on the ground
And there as you kneeled
Your truth was revealed
As she swept you with her pain
You held your scars out
Hoping she’d erase your doubt
Rip away from you loves drought
This reverent offering
Was worth bothering…
In this valley
Demons deeming, Saints sainted…
All this Sorrows overrated
Your precious heart she has tainted
Yes she’s familiar, warm and cozy
But without those glasses not so rosy
Peel her from your skin
Drown the evidence in all this rain
Of when you ran naked and unashamed –
Wept 5 seasons of insane
Until the village cast, from sacred scrolls
A spell to give you back control
Remove the oppressor of your soul –

Waste your life on better things of which your bell could toll